Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Evil Temptress

Oh Target, you dirty little minx, why must you tempt me so? I only stopped by for a few things yet you insisted on teasing me with all your fancy new wares. You know I can hardly resist the sight of brightly colored sundresses and your rows and rows of fancy new bathing suits. The way you display your new summer party dishes, all color coordinated, makes my heart flutter. If I didn't have high hopes that I'd be with child soon I may have fallen victim to your flirty ways but my desire to be pregnant is stronger than my desire for a new dress.

I honestly just stopped by Target to get a few things. Some hair gel, popcorn for my movie night on Friday, some new pajamas, maybe a pair of shoes. I've been so good about not spending any money on clothes that I haven't been in Target for weeks. I have missed so much! There is so much cute stuff out right now. I honestly wanted one of everything. But, I behaved myself and only left with what I went in for. Minus the shoes even! I'm hoping that I'll be back in a couple of weeks buying maternity and baby stuff anyway.

There isn't much going on today. It feels so weird not doing shots or getting up early as hell for a doctor's appointment. I am still on a ton of pills (antibiotics) so that is keeping me partially occupied. I am very anxious to find out if we'll do the embryo transfer tomorrow or Saturday. Honestly, I'm pretty positive that it'll be Saturday. Unless there was a major disaster with our little embabies, we should definitely be looking at Saturday. I seriously can hardly wait! I scheduled a massage for Friday afternoon and am having the girls over for movie night. I think the massage and girl talk will help me relax and keep my mind from going crazy with anticipation.

So, Joe and I have decided on the number of embryos we're going to transfer. We've decided on two. Our feeling is if we only transfer one and it doesn't work, we'll forever regret not transferring two. If we transfer two and end up with two or three, it'll be hard but we'll have two or three children! A house full of babies is much better, in my opinion, than a house without any. So, that's our choice. But, if we have multiples, you'd better believe I'm calling in some favors!!!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm very happy that you are going to do two-----I'm only a mile away and you do have family and friends here--Aunt Barbara did it and people that have twins don't know any different from taking care of two to taking care of one.....I'm looking forward to Saturday for you-- I gave Aunt Sis your email---she has been praying for you,,, Aunt Leannes comment on the last blog was too funny!!!!! xoxox mom

Anonymous said...

YAY!!! Im so glad that you are going with 2! You get Jeff a job at the space center and I will be your nanny! LOL! Love you!

Emily said...

Two sounds great! And honestly, my two are only 15 months apart and it really doesn't feel that much different, having two over one. My good friend had twins right before I had Bub, and she already had a 2 year old and survived!
You and Joe will be fine! Can't wait to hear more on the next blog!
Love, Em
p.s. the shopping temptress got me too! I went in dress barn yesterday and couldn't resist the bright summery colors! I think they do something to our brains! And I have finally developed a shoe fetish! I will send you some pics!

Lay said...

Whooo Hooo for 2!! Can't wait for the next blog!!

As for Target.. I know her spell, she can be evil, especially when the seasons change. My advice as a former "victim". Online. Their website is so awful, I get on & off as fast as I can!!

Anonymous said...

I was totally hoping you would go with two! I wanted to scream it at you, but I didn't want to be pushy. YAY for Saturday...I'll have Larry send you a big ol' Git 'er Done!! lol.