So, I guess I'm "technically" pregnant. I've been getting positive home pregnancy tests since Friday night. So far I have seven positives. Yes, I am a little bit addicted to peeing on a stick. But, I also started cramping and spotting on Sunday. I had my first beta pregnancy test today and my number is at 47. Anything over 10 is considered pregnant but 47 isn't a very strong number. Add to that the spotting and the cramping and you can see why I'm very cautiously optimistic.
The nurse said, "congratulations", but also said she was concerned with the spotting. I am too, very much. Miraculously though, after a day of really heavy spotting and heavy cramps, it seems to have stopped now. The cramps stopped sometime this afternoon and the spotting is down to almost nothing. I really hope that is a good sign.
I have to go back for another blood test on Thursday. They will be looking for the numbers to increase by at least 66% but they would like them to double. That usually indicates the pregnancy is progressing. Until then I am to continue the oral medication as well as the progesterone suppositories.
This has been an extremely stressful and very overwhelming couple of days. To go from the high of a positive pregnancy test on Friday night to the terror of spotting on Sunday morning. I was shaking and crying while they were drawing my blood this morning just because I'm so terrified this won't work out in our favor. Luckily my favorite nurse was there and gave me several very comforting hugs. When I'm not at work I am pretty much glued to the couch. This is the first time I've been on the computer in 3 days. Joe has been a complete saint. He is waiting on me hand and foot. He even made my plate of tacos for me last night and brought it to me on the couch.
I know we aren't even close to being out of the woods and that waiting for my next blood results is going to be excruciating. We are trying so hard to stay as positive as possible while also realizing that this may not be our time. I will definitely post the beta results on Thursday, good or bad. But, in the mean time, we can use all the prayers/positive thoughts you guys can provide!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Mass Hysteria
The hysteria has officially begun. Barely a week into this two weeks of hell and I have already gone WAY off the deep end. This is usual for me, happens every time, but there is just so much riding on it this time that it all seems so much more important. Normal people don't experience this phenomena. Normal women don't even find out they're pregnant until they miss their period. They don't obsess over every bump and twinge and boob pain and zit and food craving wondering if that is a symptom she is pregnant.
Yes, I have about a billion symptoms right now that could possibly be pregnancy symptoms. Sore boobs, slight cramping, moodiness, exhaustion, cravings, zits, bloating... But, since I'm not one of the normal people I can't really claim those as real symptoms. See, the not normal people take something called Progesterone that helps a potential baby "stick" in the uterus but also creates all those symptoms I mentioned above. So I could be pregnant or I could just have side effects from the Progesterone or I could be gearing up to start my period. There's no way to tell. You can see how it would drive a girl crazy.
But, since I am convinced that this is going to work, I've already started planning as if I am pregnant. Oh yes, total hysteria. I've already calculated my due date... for a single baby AND for twins. I already have names picked out... for a boy, a girl, twin girls, and twin boys. I've been browsing for nursery bedding and furniture and have already been decorating the nursery in my head... again, for a boy, a girl, twin girls, twin boys, and boy and girl twins. I even found a stroller that I like... single and double, of course. I've started looking at maternity clothes and have picked out several "must-haves" for my summer wardrobe.
It is the only thing I think about during every waking moment of my life and many of the sleeping moments of my life as well. Except, last night I had a dream of a really tall stack of Double Stuf Oreos with a cup of hot fudge sauce on the side and I was dipping the Oreos in it. You think that means I'm pregnant... or just in love with Oreos? I seriously can't think of anything else. This is all consuming. It is going to be a very long week. You guys may have to have me committed.
All I know is if this doesn't work, it is going to be the biggest crash you've ever seen. Monumental. I don't know how I'll ever pick myself up from this one. Joe is already talking about running away to the Keys again. You know, our plan from right before last time we got pregnant. Walk away from everything and live like gypsies, just us and the dogs. It may the only option because I really don't think I'll be able to function normally in the real world. I've been on this roller coaster so many times and am very familiar with all the things that I'm currently feeling. I've had so many due dates over the years. You don't know how many bedding sets I've picked out for nurseries and how long some of them have now been discontinued for. I know this feeling and it is terrifying because I know what always comes next. I know everybody wants me to stay positive and I am definitely trying but, honestly, I am scared to death.
Anybody have a time machine I can borrow?
Yes, I have about a billion symptoms right now that could possibly be pregnancy symptoms. Sore boobs, slight cramping, moodiness, exhaustion, cravings, zits, bloating... But, since I'm not one of the normal people I can't really claim those as real symptoms. See, the not normal people take something called Progesterone that helps a potential baby "stick" in the uterus but also creates all those symptoms I mentioned above. So I could be pregnant or I could just have side effects from the Progesterone or I could be gearing up to start my period. There's no way to tell. You can see how it would drive a girl crazy.
But, since I am convinced that this is going to work, I've already started planning as if I am pregnant. Oh yes, total hysteria. I've already calculated my due date... for a single baby AND for twins. I already have names picked out... for a boy, a girl, twin girls, and twin boys. I've been browsing for nursery bedding and furniture and have already been decorating the nursery in my head... again, for a boy, a girl, twin girls, twin boys, and boy and girl twins. I even found a stroller that I like... single and double, of course. I've started looking at maternity clothes and have picked out several "must-haves" for my summer wardrobe.
It is the only thing I think about during every waking moment of my life and many of the sleeping moments of my life as well. Except, last night I had a dream of a really tall stack of Double Stuf Oreos with a cup of hot fudge sauce on the side and I was dipping the Oreos in it. You think that means I'm pregnant... or just in love with Oreos? I seriously can't think of anything else. This is all consuming. It is going to be a very long week. You guys may have to have me committed.
All I know is if this doesn't work, it is going to be the biggest crash you've ever seen. Monumental. I don't know how I'll ever pick myself up from this one. Joe is already talking about running away to the Keys again. You know, our plan from right before last time we got pregnant. Walk away from everything and live like gypsies, just us and the dogs. It may the only option because I really don't think I'll be able to function normally in the real world. I've been on this roller coaster so many times and am very familiar with all the things that I'm currently feeling. I've had so many due dates over the years. You don't know how many bedding sets I've picked out for nurseries and how long some of them have now been discontinued for. I know this feeling and it is terrifying because I know what always comes next. I know everybody wants me to stay positive and I am definitely trying but, honestly, I am scared to death.
Anybody have a time machine I can borrow?
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Distractions
I got a call today that I didn't want to hear. Sorry, that sounded WAY to similar to a Don Henley song. I hadn't heard anything from the doctor's office about my remaining embryos and if they'd made it to freeze. So I called the nurse and she just called back with some crappy news. NONE of my remaining embryos made it to freeze. N-O-N-E!!! She said they "disintegrated". Definitely not the picture I want in my head right now.
I just can't believe that out of 19 eggs and 10 good embryos that we only got TWO good ones. Hopefully, they are good ones. Hopefully they didn't crap out as soon as they hit my poor, bitter uterus. I know that I shouldn't be focusing on the bad here. I know I should be happy that we transferred two excellent embryos and that they are hopefully growing and thriving inside me but FUCK! Now there is NOTHING to fall back on if this doesn't work. I just want to cry.
But, in hopes that I can somehow distract myself from the gloom and doom that is sure to set in at any moment, I have compiled another list of raves for you. It is smaller than the last couple but I hope you find it helpful nonetheless. Here it goes.
Maybelline Stiletto Mascara- I don't know how many of you know about my quest for a good mascara. It has taken me through the aisles of Target, Wal-Mart, Ulta and Sephora. I'm cheap, so I don't spring for the $20 a tube crap unless I am sure it'll make my lashes look like Bambi's. No, not the stripper, the doe-eyed little woodland creature from the cartoon. I have found my perfect match in this mascara. It simultaneously lengthens and thickens my lashes and leaves little to no clumps behind. At $7-ish per tube it is WELL worth it!
Betty Crocker Warm Delights Minis- Have you ever wished to be 3 minutes from delicious chocolate cake? Well wish no more. I have found the promise land of cake! Seriously, these things are easier than you'd imagine. Add a tablespoon of water, stir, squeeze on the flavored gel, heat in microwave, and enjoy. Also, the minis only clock in at 150 calories so you can indulge without too much guilt. So far I've tried the Molten Chocolate Cake and the Chocolate Raspberry Decadence and they have both been REALLY good. I highly recommend them to all the cake fans out there.
St. Ives Mineral Therapy Lotion- Does your skin turn lizard like in the winter? If you answered yes, this lotion is for you! This lotion is one of the thickest I've ever used but rubs in so well you'd never know it. It is not greasy and has a very subtle scent, not perfumey at all. In the couple of weeks I've been using it, it has also made the skin on my chest appear firmer and less wrinkly! Plus, St. Ives does not test their products on animals, which is a HUGE bonus in my book.
Twilight- I know, I know, I am WAY behind the crowd jumping on this bandwagon. But, since I'm not a tween who shops at Hot Topic, I didn't feel the need to get caught up in the Twilight hype. But, once my normal friends started reading and loving the books, I decided to give it a try. I just finished the first book today and I really liked it. It was a classic love story, with some vampires thrown in for fun. Honestly though, one of the best books I've read. I saw the movie too, actually before I read the book, and I really liked that also. I wish I would've waited until after I read the book to see the movie but once I really got into the book it didn't matter anymore. I am definitely looking forward to reading New Moon before the movie comes out this fall.
Cheez-It 100 Calorie Extra Cheddar Party Mix- I've tried almost every one of the 100 calorie packs on the shelf. Normally they just don't hit the spot and I have to eat 5 packs to be satisfied, which kind of defeats the purpose. This snack pack is the exception. It has so much crunchy, cheesy, delicious flavor that one pack is really satisfying. I can't promise that you won't want to lick the inside of the package to make sure you get all the cheesy goodness but I can promise that it will cure your mid-afternoon chip cravings.
Double Stuf Oreos- Ok, I get that these have been around for FOREVER but, being that I threaten Joe with divorce if he brings them home from the store, they are a rarity in my house. But, since I've been extra hormonal lately, I've let the Oreos creep back into my pantry. I had forgotten the deliciousness that is a Double Stuf Oreo. It is like heaven in a 2-inch cookie. The are so crunchy and chocolaty and then creamy and sweet. A stack of cookies and a glass of milk and I have found my happy place. I know that they are around a trillion calories and full of saturated fat but can you really put a price on something so good?
En Vogue- Another blast from the past but I have been playing on iTunes lately and have rediscovered my love for the all girl group. In sixth grade I used to play their CD in my bedroom and do dance routines in front of the mirror. I downloaded the best of En Vogue and, if I wasn't on bed rest, I'd be busting out all those old dance moves again. A little Hold On and Never Gonna Get It and I'm right back in my old pink bedroom with my button fly, fold over waist, rolled up jean shorts dancing in front of the mirror. It is always fun to reconnect with some good stuff from the past.
So there is my new list. I know it is heavy on the snacks this time but my life has been heavy on the snacks lately. I'm an emotional eater, if you haven't noticed. I have started on another book and I plan to use it to keep myself occupied over the next couple of days. I also go back to work tomorrow so that should be a good distraction from the goings-on in my uterus. I hope you all enjoy my new list. Talk to you soon.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Snug as a bug
Well, I officially have two potential children resting comfortably in my uterus. The picture above is the actual blastocysts that we transferred yesterday. I think they are adorable, if I do say so myself. I think the one on the right is a boy. It just looks extra rambunctious to me.
The transfer went pretty well yesterday and I've been resting non-stop since we got home. We got up early yesterday and stopped for breakfast before heading to the doctor's office. Once they took us back, they had me change into a hospital gown and we both sat down with the doctor to go over our embryos. I was actually pretty disappointed with what we had left. We had two, gorgeous, grade 1 blastocysts and two grade two embryos that weren't quite blastocysts yet. And that's it! The rest of them either died off or showed poor quality. For some reason I thought we'd have like 5 or 6 left. But, oh well. We had already decided ahead of time that we were going to transfer two so we were happy that we had two good ones to transfer. The doctor said the other two embryos may catch up to blastocyst stage by last night and they may be able to freeze them. I'm crossing my fingers for that.
Once we confirmed we wanted to transfer two, I took my Valium and was walked back to the operating room. I climbed up on the table and got my legs up in the stirrups while they prepped the embryos. They used an ultrasound on my belly to help the doctor guide the catheter through my cervix and into my uterus. I was able to watch on the screen but it was hard to really tell what was happening. After the doctor places the embryos, the embryologist checks to make sure that they both made it out of the catheter. I, of course, had a little trouble maker embryo that didn't make it out of the catheter on the first try. There was a little stressful moment because I asked the doctor if that would harm the embryo and she didn't say anything. I freaked out for a bit while they prepared to try again to get the second embryo in. On the second attempt it worked but I was still worried that some damage had been done to my little embaby.
Once both embryos were in my uterus, they wheeled me out to the recovery area and Joe was allowed to come in with me. I was still really worried about what had just happened and Joe was trying to calm me down. I was immediately thinking that it wouldn't work. But the doctor came in and said that after speaking with the embryologist, she feels there was no damage done to the embryo and that it shouldn't affect my chances of conceiving. She also apologized for not reassuring me sooner. That made both Joe and I feel a million times better.
They let me lay in bed for about 15 more minutes before getting me up to get dressed. Joe drove really slowly on the way home (even slower than normal) and I headed straight for bed as soon as we got here. I napped on and off throughout the day and didn't get out of bed until late yesterday afternoon. I've mostly been on the couch reading or watching TV. Joe is very sweetly attending to my every need including bringing my meals to me on the couch or in bed and making sure I don't have to lift a finger. I am extremely terrified to cough or sneeze or roll over too hard or poo. I'm afraid that I'll do something to shake the embryos loose. I know that normal people get pregnant all the time without bed rest or any precaution whatsoever but, as we all know by now, I am not normal. I'm just taking everything as easily as possible.
So now the long wait to find out if this worked is underway. I go in for a blood pregnancy test on April 2nd, which seems like 10 years from now. I have lots of books to read and will try my hardest not to obsess. If you all have any ideas how to distract me, I'm up for anything!
Friday, March 20, 2009
Isn't it Romantic
I'd like to post here an actual text between Joe and me from about a week or so ago. I'm posting this at Joe's insistence to prove how funny he is. The following is the actual text:
Me: Want hot dogs & mac-n-cheese for dinner?
Joe: Do we have that? What are u 12?
Me: We have mnc but no dogs or buns. :)
Joe: I'll bring it home
Me: That's why I love you so much
Joe: U don't love me. U love my hotdoggie style!!
Me: LOL... And yet another reason
Ah, true love in text form.
Me: Want hot dogs & mac-n-cheese for dinner?
Joe: Do we have that? What are u 12?
Me: We have mnc but no dogs or buns. :)
Joe: I'll bring it home
Me: That's why I love you so much
Joe: U don't love me. U love my hotdoggie style!!
Me: LOL... And yet another reason
Ah, true love in text form.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Evil Temptress
Oh Target, you dirty little minx, why must you tempt me so? I only stopped by for a few things yet you insisted on teasing me with all your fancy new wares. You know I can hardly resist the sight of brightly colored sundresses and your rows and rows of fancy new bathing suits. The way you display your new summer party dishes, all color coordinated, makes my heart flutter. If I didn't have high hopes that I'd be with child soon I may have fallen victim to your flirty ways but my desire to be pregnant is stronger than my desire for a new dress.
I honestly just stopped by Target to get a few things. Some hair gel, popcorn for my movie night on Friday, some new pajamas, maybe a pair of shoes. I've been so good about not spending any money on clothes that I haven't been in Target for weeks. I have missed so much! There is so much cute stuff out right now. I honestly wanted one of everything. But, I behaved myself and only left with what I went in for. Minus the shoes even! I'm hoping that I'll be back in a couple of weeks buying maternity and baby stuff anyway.
There isn't much going on today. It feels so weird not doing shots or getting up early as hell for a doctor's appointment. I am still on a ton of pills (antibiotics) so that is keeping me partially occupied. I am very anxious to find out if we'll do the embryo transfer tomorrow or Saturday. Honestly, I'm pretty positive that it'll be Saturday. Unless there was a major disaster with our little embabies, we should definitely be looking at Saturday. I seriously can hardly wait! I scheduled a massage for Friday afternoon and am having the girls over for movie night. I think the massage and girl talk will help me relax and keep my mind from going crazy with anticipation.
So, Joe and I have decided on the number of embryos we're going to transfer. We've decided on two. Our feeling is if we only transfer one and it doesn't work, we'll forever regret not transferring two. If we transfer two and end up with two or three, it'll be hard but we'll have two or three children! A house full of babies is much better, in my opinion, than a house without any. So, that's our choice. But, if we have multiples, you'd better believe I'm calling in some favors!!!
I honestly just stopped by Target to get a few things. Some hair gel, popcorn for my movie night on Friday, some new pajamas, maybe a pair of shoes. I've been so good about not spending any money on clothes that I haven't been in Target for weeks. I have missed so much! There is so much cute stuff out right now. I honestly wanted one of everything. But, I behaved myself and only left with what I went in for. Minus the shoes even! I'm hoping that I'll be back in a couple of weeks buying maternity and baby stuff anyway.
There isn't much going on today. It feels so weird not doing shots or getting up early as hell for a doctor's appointment. I am still on a ton of pills (antibiotics) so that is keeping me partially occupied. I am very anxious to find out if we'll do the embryo transfer tomorrow or Saturday. Honestly, I'm pretty positive that it'll be Saturday. Unless there was a major disaster with our little embabies, we should definitely be looking at Saturday. I seriously can hardly wait! I scheduled a massage for Friday afternoon and am having the girls over for movie night. I think the massage and girl talk will help me relax and keep my mind from going crazy with anticipation.
So, Joe and I have decided on the number of embryos we're going to transfer. We've decided on two. Our feeling is if we only transfer one and it doesn't work, we'll forever regret not transferring two. If we transfer two and end up with two or three, it'll be hard but we'll have two or three children! A house full of babies is much better, in my opinion, than a house without any. So, that's our choice. But, if we have multiples, you'd better believe I'm calling in some favors!!!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Double Digits
After waiting for what seemed like forever and a day, I finally got the call from my nurse. Of the nineteen eggs retrieved yesterday, seventeen were mature and TEN have fertilized!!!! We are, of course, thrilled with that number. We were hoping for at least half and we got better than that. The nurse said they are one cell and have pronuclei and are all growing normally. I had no idea what that meant and Googled that shizz with the quickness. Apparently, the appearance of pronuclei is the first sign of successful fertilization. So, very good news! She said as long as things continue to go well we should be looking at a 5 day transfer on Saturday. Joe and I are very excited.
Since I'm no longer stoned from the pain pills I'll give you guys the run down from yesterday. We got up at 5am and left the house by 5:30. We made it to the doctor's office by 6:30 and were the only ones in the waiting room. They took me back pretty quickly, had me change into a hospital gown and got me settled onto my bed. They gave me a warm blanket and had a heating pad on my back and it felt so nice. The nurse asked me some basic questions, took my blood pressure, my temperature and my pulse and put in my IV. After that Joe was allowed to come back and hang out with me. We were just talking and laughing and hanging around when we noticed it was getting kind of late. My procedure was supposed to be at 7am. They were very specific about taking my trigger shot at exactly 7:00pm two days prior so that they would time the retrieval perfectly. Well, 7:05 rolled around and I was still sitting there. We overheard one of the nurses on the phone to the hospital inquiring who the anesthesiologist was that would be coming over for my procedure. We could hear her getting frustrated and being transferred and then telling the doctor that no one was on the schedule to do my anesthesia. At that point Joe was pissed! I was really worried that I was going to ovulate 20 eggs while I was laying there. But, the doctor and the nurse both came in and told us what was happening and told us not to worry which made us feel much better. We joked that the anesthesiologist was going to run through the door like Kramer at any minute.
About 10 minutes later he did arrive. And it was a little Kramer-ish. He didn't have the wild hair or the bad clothes but he did bust through the door very boisterously. Actually, the guy was pretty much a huge douche bag. He was complaining about how he had to get up at 5am and that they pulled him off some other study he was working on... blah, blah, blah. We weren't impressed. Anyway, once he arrived they walked me back to the operating room and had me climb up on the table. They hooked up the blood pressure cuff, had me say my name to the embryologist, the anesthesiologist explained the medication he was going to give me, complained about their oxygen tank being almost empty, complained that my IV was too tight, put the oxygen thing in my nose and started injecting the drugs. The next thing I remember is being wheeled back to my little waiting room and asking how many they got.
When they told me they got 19 eggs I was very excited. I was still groggy so I think I probably asked 5 times. But the nurses were very nice to me and took very good care of me. I was in A LOT of pain immediately after the retrieval. I was actually surprised by how much pain I was in. I had no idea it would hurt that badly. But, they gave me a Darvocet and within 20 minutes I had no pain at all. I had some ginger ale and some crackers and came back to reality. Joe got to see me for a few minutes before they called him out to provide his sample. By the time he came back I was feeling much better and was able to talk to him. He told me that he got to watch the procedure on a little TV they had set up for him in a waiting area. He said he could see them putting the needle into each follicle and sucking it out. He said my huge ovaries kept getting smaller and smaller with every follicle removed. I would be interested in seeing the video but I don't think they offer that service. I actually would've loved to have a video of what was going on during my retrieval. I imagine it being like the operating room scenes you see when a woman is delivering sextuplets or something. They pull one out and get it to the incubator and the doctors work on it while they go in for the next one. I think it'd be kind of neat to see.
We got home yesterday and I went straight to bed. I napped for a little while then layed in bed for a little while longer. I finally got up and to the couch where I stayed for pretty much all of yesterday. The most strenuous thing I did was walk to the mailbox. I continued the Darvocet throughout the day yesterday so I was a little out of it. Today I switched to extra strength Tylenol and it seems to be doing the trick. I am very happy to report that I am officially done with shots! I was assigned the progesterone suppositories instead of the shots. I was thrilled when the nurse told me as I was not looking forward to any more needles.
Now we have to wait and see what happens next. I'll find out for sure on Thursday whether we'll be doing the transfer that day or on Saturday. I'm crossing my fingers for Saturday. We still haven't decided how many we'll transfer back and may not decide until the day of. I'll keep you posted though.
Since I'm no longer stoned from the pain pills I'll give you guys the run down from yesterday. We got up at 5am and left the house by 5:30. We made it to the doctor's office by 6:30 and were the only ones in the waiting room. They took me back pretty quickly, had me change into a hospital gown and got me settled onto my bed. They gave me a warm blanket and had a heating pad on my back and it felt so nice. The nurse asked me some basic questions, took my blood pressure, my temperature and my pulse and put in my IV. After that Joe was allowed to come back and hang out with me. We were just talking and laughing and hanging around when we noticed it was getting kind of late. My procedure was supposed to be at 7am. They were very specific about taking my trigger shot at exactly 7:00pm two days prior so that they would time the retrieval perfectly. Well, 7:05 rolled around and I was still sitting there. We overheard one of the nurses on the phone to the hospital inquiring who the anesthesiologist was that would be coming over for my procedure. We could hear her getting frustrated and being transferred and then telling the doctor that no one was on the schedule to do my anesthesia. At that point Joe was pissed! I was really worried that I was going to ovulate 20 eggs while I was laying there. But, the doctor and the nurse both came in and told us what was happening and told us not to worry which made us feel much better. We joked that the anesthesiologist was going to run through the door like Kramer at any minute.
About 10 minutes later he did arrive. And it was a little Kramer-ish. He didn't have the wild hair or the bad clothes but he did bust through the door very boisterously. Actually, the guy was pretty much a huge douche bag. He was complaining about how he had to get up at 5am and that they pulled him off some other study he was working on... blah, blah, blah. We weren't impressed. Anyway, once he arrived they walked me back to the operating room and had me climb up on the table. They hooked up the blood pressure cuff, had me say my name to the embryologist, the anesthesiologist explained the medication he was going to give me, complained about their oxygen tank being almost empty, complained that my IV was too tight, put the oxygen thing in my nose and started injecting the drugs. The next thing I remember is being wheeled back to my little waiting room and asking how many they got.
When they told me they got 19 eggs I was very excited. I was still groggy so I think I probably asked 5 times. But the nurses were very nice to me and took very good care of me. I was in A LOT of pain immediately after the retrieval. I was actually surprised by how much pain I was in. I had no idea it would hurt that badly. But, they gave me a Darvocet and within 20 minutes I had no pain at all. I had some ginger ale and some crackers and came back to reality. Joe got to see me for a few minutes before they called him out to provide his sample. By the time he came back I was feeling much better and was able to talk to him. He told me that he got to watch the procedure on a little TV they had set up for him in a waiting area. He said he could see them putting the needle into each follicle and sucking it out. He said my huge ovaries kept getting smaller and smaller with every follicle removed. I would be interested in seeing the video but I don't think they offer that service. I actually would've loved to have a video of what was going on during my retrieval. I imagine it being like the operating room scenes you see when a woman is delivering sextuplets or something. They pull one out and get it to the incubator and the doctors work on it while they go in for the next one. I think it'd be kind of neat to see.
We got home yesterday and I went straight to bed. I napped for a little while then layed in bed for a little while longer. I finally got up and to the couch where I stayed for pretty much all of yesterday. The most strenuous thing I did was walk to the mailbox. I continued the Darvocet throughout the day yesterday so I was a little out of it. Today I switched to extra strength Tylenol and it seems to be doing the trick. I am very happy to report that I am officially done with shots! I was assigned the progesterone suppositories instead of the shots. I was thrilled when the nurse told me as I was not looking forward to any more needles.
Now we have to wait and see what happens next. I'll find out for sure on Thursday whether we'll be doing the transfer that day or on Saturday. I'm crossing my fingers for Saturday. We still haven't decided how many we'll transfer back and may not decide until the day of. I'll keep you posted though.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Retrieval done
I am home from my egg retrieval. Actually, we got home around 9am but I've been napping. Things went very well. They got 19 mature eggs!! I am very happy with that number. I'm on Darvocet so I won't go into much more detail for fear of "blogging under the influence". I was in quite a bit of pain coming out of surgery but felt better once the pain pills kicked in. I'll find out tomorrow how many fertilized. Keep your fingers crossed!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
"That's a beautiful ovary"
Well, this morning I got the news we've all been waiting for. I am ready to trigger!!!! I had another ultrasound and blood work this morning. As soon as my big ovary popped up on the ultrasound machine the doctor said, "that's a beautiful ovary". I couldn't help but agree. I now have 18 mature follicles and lots of smaller ones that he didn't even bother measuring. My estrogen has also gone up to 2,256 so I am in the perfect range. Joe and I are so excited and even my doctor seemed really excited. I'm on a cloud right now.
One other piece of great news, the daily shots stop for now! I take my trigger shot of Ovidrel tonight at exactly 7pm then don't have any more shots to take until at least Monday. Even then I may or may not be doing shots. I'm taking part in a progesterone study and don't know yet if I'll be doing shots of progesterone or vaginal suppositories. As gross as they are, I'm really hoping for the suppositories. One less needle in my life is a good thing.
I have to be back at the doctor's office tomorrow morning at 7:45 for my pre-op appointment. They will do a brief exam, listen to my heart and lungs, and go over instructions for the procedure on Monday. Then I go back on Monday morning at 7am for the actual retrieval.
For the retrieval, I will be placed under light anesthesia where I will be able to move but won't remember anything. To get the eggs they will insert a needle through my vaginal wall and into my ovaries. They will "wash" the follicular fluid away to find an egg which they will suck out through the needle. The egg will then be placed in a prepared petrie dish. They will continue this process until all follicles are washed. After that, the embryologist will introduce Joe's sperm to the eggs waiting in their petrie dishes.
After the retrieval, I'll stay for observation for about an hour. We'll find out before we go home how many eggs were retrieved. We won't find out until the next day how many have fertilized. I believe, at that point, they will schedule an appointment for the transfer. In the beginning they schedule that appointment for three days after the retrieval, which would put us at Thursday. However, if I have multiple embryos that are doing well they may push my retrieval out two more days to Saturday. Embryos that are thriving at five days post retrieval usually do better once they are transferred. Waiting five days also gives the embryologist a better idea of which embryos are doing best. So we're really hoping for a five day transfer!
We're still undecided on how many embryos we'll transfer back. Our original thought was two, then we switched to one, now we're wavering between one and two. We're worried about the risk involved with a twin pregnancy. Premature labor occurs in over 50% of twin pregnancies and a twin is seven times more likely to die in the first month of life. Prematurity is also associated with an increased risk of birth defects like cerebral palsy, blindness, and respiratory distress syndrome. Not to mention all the stress on my body and the stress of being first time parents to two babies. But, on the other hand, neither Joe or I want to do this again and we'd really like to optimize our chances of bringing home a baby. At this point we've decided to see how the embryos are doing before making our decision. If we have a rock star, 8-cell, grade 1 embryo on day 5 and several to freeze, we may transfer only one. But, if we only have a couple grade 3-4 embryos, we may transfer two. We'll just have to see what the embryologist says.
So that's where we stand now. I really can't tell you guys how excited I am. I can't believe that we actually made it through this without something terrible happening. A cycle like this is simply unheard of for us. There is always some kind of drama along the way. I really appreciate all of your comments and well wishes. You all have been an amazing support system and I am really glad that I let you all be a part of this. Writing my thoughts out on the blog has been extremely cathartic and has really helped me deal with all the emotions involved. I will definitely keep you posted on my appointments tomorrow and Monday. Can you believe I'm in the home stretch?! AGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!
One other piece of great news, the daily shots stop for now! I take my trigger shot of Ovidrel tonight at exactly 7pm then don't have any more shots to take until at least Monday. Even then I may or may not be doing shots. I'm taking part in a progesterone study and don't know yet if I'll be doing shots of progesterone or vaginal suppositories. As gross as they are, I'm really hoping for the suppositories. One less needle in my life is a good thing.
I have to be back at the doctor's office tomorrow morning at 7:45 for my pre-op appointment. They will do a brief exam, listen to my heart and lungs, and go over instructions for the procedure on Monday. Then I go back on Monday morning at 7am for the actual retrieval.
For the retrieval, I will be placed under light anesthesia where I will be able to move but won't remember anything. To get the eggs they will insert a needle through my vaginal wall and into my ovaries. They will "wash" the follicular fluid away to find an egg which they will suck out through the needle. The egg will then be placed in a prepared petrie dish. They will continue this process until all follicles are washed. After that, the embryologist will introduce Joe's sperm to the eggs waiting in their petrie dishes.
After the retrieval, I'll stay for observation for about an hour. We'll find out before we go home how many eggs were retrieved. We won't find out until the next day how many have fertilized. I believe, at that point, they will schedule an appointment for the transfer. In the beginning they schedule that appointment for three days after the retrieval, which would put us at Thursday. However, if I have multiple embryos that are doing well they may push my retrieval out two more days to Saturday. Embryos that are thriving at five days post retrieval usually do better once they are transferred. Waiting five days also gives the embryologist a better idea of which embryos are doing best. So we're really hoping for a five day transfer!
We're still undecided on how many embryos we'll transfer back. Our original thought was two, then we switched to one, now we're wavering between one and two. We're worried about the risk involved with a twin pregnancy. Premature labor occurs in over 50% of twin pregnancies and a twin is seven times more likely to die in the first month of life. Prematurity is also associated with an increased risk of birth defects like cerebral palsy, blindness, and respiratory distress syndrome. Not to mention all the stress on my body and the stress of being first time parents to two babies. But, on the other hand, neither Joe or I want to do this again and we'd really like to optimize our chances of bringing home a baby. At this point we've decided to see how the embryos are doing before making our decision. If we have a rock star, 8-cell, grade 1 embryo on day 5 and several to freeze, we may transfer only one. But, if we only have a couple grade 3-4 embryos, we may transfer two. We'll just have to see what the embryologist says.
So that's where we stand now. I really can't tell you guys how excited I am. I can't believe that we actually made it through this without something terrible happening. A cycle like this is simply unheard of for us. There is always some kind of drama along the way. I really appreciate all of your comments and well wishes. You all have been an amazing support system and I am really glad that I let you all be a part of this. Writing my thoughts out on the blog has been extremely cathartic and has really helped me deal with all the emotions involved. I will definitely keep you posted on my appointments tomorrow and Monday. Can you believe I'm in the home stretch?! AGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Torture
Torture is the best word I can think of to describe IVF. Pure torture. I am feeling so awful right now. I am bloated and crampy and it hurts to sit and walk and pee. I just want to lay down and be still until this is over. According to the doctor I'm "almost there", which is good because I don't know how much longer I can live this way.
I had more blood work and another ultrasound today. I was pretty shocked at the scene unfolding in my pelvic region. My ovaries are humongous! I have approximately 40 measurable follicles between both ovaries. They range in size from 11mm to 21mm. My ovaries are so big they are almost touching! Its really no wonder why I'm so uncomfortable. My estrogen level increased from 1,002 to 1,815 since Wednesday.
When I was having my ultrasound this morning my doctor talked to me about the possibility of hyperstimulation. Having so many follicles usually leads to that. He said he didn't want my estrogen level to go up past 3,000 so I'm glad I'm not there. I do wish it was a little higher though because now they want me to continue my shots for another day. I have to do 50iu of Follistim tonight and tomorrow and 5 units of Lupron tomorrow and go back in for another ultrasound and more blood work at 7am tomorrow morning. Nice way to start a Saturday, jab myself in the gut, get jabbed in the arm, and then get molested with the dildo cam. All before 8am!
I'm just so ready for this to be over! I don't know how women go through this process multiple times. I don't ever want to do it again. It has been really hard on my body. I just want to feel better. Hopefully once they get the eggs out things will feel a little better. Or, I'll get pregnant and just continue to feel bad which, in that case, will make this all worthwhile. Stay tuned for tomorrow's episode of "As the Ovaries Turn".
I had more blood work and another ultrasound today. I was pretty shocked at the scene unfolding in my pelvic region. My ovaries are humongous! I have approximately 40 measurable follicles between both ovaries. They range in size from 11mm to 21mm. My ovaries are so big they are almost touching! Its really no wonder why I'm so uncomfortable. My estrogen level increased from 1,002 to 1,815 since Wednesday.
When I was having my ultrasound this morning my doctor talked to me about the possibility of hyperstimulation. Having so many follicles usually leads to that. He said he didn't want my estrogen level to go up past 3,000 so I'm glad I'm not there. I do wish it was a little higher though because now they want me to continue my shots for another day. I have to do 50iu of Follistim tonight and tomorrow and 5 units of Lupron tomorrow and go back in for another ultrasound and more blood work at 7am tomorrow morning. Nice way to start a Saturday, jab myself in the gut, get jabbed in the arm, and then get molested with the dildo cam. All before 8am!
I'm just so ready for this to be over! I don't know how women go through this process multiple times. I don't ever want to do it again. It has been really hard on my body. I just want to feel better. Hopefully once they get the eggs out things will feel a little better. Or, I'll get pregnant and just continue to feel bad which, in that case, will make this all worthwhile. Stay tuned for tomorrow's episode of "As the Ovaries Turn".
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Up, Up, and Away
I just got great news from the doctor! After my morning appointment I was worried that I was responding too slowly. My lining had increased from 7mm to 9mm but my follicles were slow growing. I now have 12 follicles on my right ovary ranging in size from 7mm-13mm and 12-14 follicles on my left ovary in the same range. I also still have a bunch of little ones that they didn't even bother measuring. They want them in the 18mm-22mm range. I was a little disappointed because I felt like I wasn't responding fast enough.
Well, I think I was wrong. I just got the call with my blood work results and was very pleasantly surprised. My estrogen level has increased from 296 on Monday to 1,002 today!!! That number indicates that my follicles are getting closer to being mature.
With those numbers they have decided to DECREASE my dosage of Follistim from 75iu to 50iu every morning and evening and keep my Lupron at 5 units. I will continue that routine until Friday when I will stop Follistim all together and go in for another ultrasound and blood work. I am pretty sure, with them stopping the Follistim, that I will "trigger" with my Ovidrel on Friday and possibly have an egg retrieval on Sunday!
What the Ovidrel "trigger" does is mature the eggs and prepares my body for ovulation. Since, obviously, they don't want me to ovulate on my own, the trigger is timed exactly 35 hours before the egg retrieval. That means if I need to trigger at 2:37 in the morning, that's when I have to get up and do it. After I take the Ovidrel, I'll go in for a pre-op appointment and then the retrieval the next day.
I am so excited that we are getting down to the wire on this!! I'm really crossing my fingers that everything goes well at my appointment on Friday. I seriously can't believe this is happening. I keep waiting for something bad to happen because it ALWAYS does. Keep your fingers crossed for me!
Well, I think I was wrong. I just got the call with my blood work results and was very pleasantly surprised. My estrogen level has increased from 296 on Monday to 1,002 today!!! That number indicates that my follicles are getting closer to being mature.
With those numbers they have decided to DECREASE my dosage of Follistim from 75iu to 50iu every morning and evening and keep my Lupron at 5 units. I will continue that routine until Friday when I will stop Follistim all together and go in for another ultrasound and blood work. I am pretty sure, with them stopping the Follistim, that I will "trigger" with my Ovidrel on Friday and possibly have an egg retrieval on Sunday!
What the Ovidrel "trigger" does is mature the eggs and prepares my body for ovulation. Since, obviously, they don't want me to ovulate on my own, the trigger is timed exactly 35 hours before the egg retrieval. That means if I need to trigger at 2:37 in the morning, that's when I have to get up and do it. After I take the Ovidrel, I'll go in for a pre-op appointment and then the retrieval the next day.
I am so excited that we are getting down to the wire on this!! I'm really crossing my fingers that everything goes well at my appointment on Friday. I seriously can't believe this is happening. I keep waiting for something bad to happen because it ALWAYS does. Keep your fingers crossed for me!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Its all happening
We have progress!!! I am so thrilled and relieved! My appointment this morning went very well. I have some "lead" follicles and still a ton of little ones. I have four 10mm follicles on my right ovary and three 10mm follicles on the left ovary. My lining increased to 7mm too! And my estrogen level increased from 45 to 296!!! I am so excited that things are happening.
The doctor I saw this morning said they are concerned that I have so many little follicles in each ovary (around 20 each) and want to keep my medication dose low to avoid hyper stimulation. So I will maintain my same routine of Lupron and Follistim every morning and night and go back in for another ultrasound and more blood work on Wednesday.
So far I'm feeling ok. I have begun to get a little overwhelmed with everything. It really hit me yesterday as I was remembering to take my antibiotic and reminding Joe not to forget his. It is just a lot to remember and a lot to do. I'm also starting to feel "different". I am very bloated and uncomfortable, tired and feeling very lazy. I actually took a nap yesterday. Naps for me are completely unheard of! I would be completely content laying on the couch in my pajamas. I feel like I could eat a horse and have been craving spaghetti and meatballs all day. So much so that I think I'm going to get the ingredients on my way home from work. I also feel a lot more emotional, like I could cry at the drop of a hat. I'm sure that has a lot to do with my climbing estrogen levels. But, I'm in it to win it and dealing with everything the best that I know how... stretchy pants, lots of water and snacks, and I'm not afraid to cry if I want to. Stay tuned for Wednesday's update!
The doctor I saw this morning said they are concerned that I have so many little follicles in each ovary (around 20 each) and want to keep my medication dose low to avoid hyper stimulation. So I will maintain my same routine of Lupron and Follistim every morning and night and go back in for another ultrasound and more blood work on Wednesday.
So far I'm feeling ok. I have begun to get a little overwhelmed with everything. It really hit me yesterday as I was remembering to take my antibiotic and reminding Joe not to forget his. It is just a lot to remember and a lot to do. I'm also starting to feel "different". I am very bloated and uncomfortable, tired and feeling very lazy. I actually took a nap yesterday. Naps for me are completely unheard of! I would be completely content laying on the couch in my pajamas. I feel like I could eat a horse and have been craving spaghetti and meatballs all day. So much so that I think I'm going to get the ingredients on my way home from work. I also feel a lot more emotional, like I could cry at the drop of a hat. I'm sure that has a lot to do with my climbing estrogen levels. But, I'm in it to win it and dealing with everything the best that I know how... stretchy pants, lots of water and snacks, and I'm not afraid to cry if I want to. Stay tuned for Wednesday's update!
Friday, March 6, 2009
It was good while it lasted
Well, so much for my IVF cycle drifting along on fluffy clouds of pure happiness and excitement. I won't say that I got bad news at the doctor today, just disappointing news. And, honestly, there isn't anything to really be disappointed about, I was just expecting more.
So, I had blood drawn today to test my estrogen levels and an ultrasound to check my uterus and ovaries. My estrogen level on Monday was 44. Well today, after 2.5 days of injections, my estrogen has only gone up to 45! Eventually it is supposed to be in the 900-1000 range so I have a long way to go. The nurse did see about 20 small follicles on each ovary but that could be attributed to my poly cystic ovaries. My uterine lining hasn't increased either.
Blah! I guess I was just hoping for more of a change. Some kind of progress in the right direction. So their plan for me is continue taking the shots daily and go back in on Monday for more blood work and another ultrasound.
Today is the first day that I've actually felt a little "off". I'm pretty bloated and feel very much like a pin cushion. Joe and I have both been having trouble with the antibiotics we're on. Even though we take them with food, as directed, we still get very nauseous if we get too hungry between meals. I've been trying to eat lots of little snacks during the day and that seems to be helping. I've also been pretty tired. I really just want to lay around on the couch and watch TV.
I'm kind of curious to see how next week will go. I think I'll be going in for blood work and ultrasounds about every other day and I assume I'll be getting much more bloated. I need to break out the stretchy pants STAT! I'm trying not to stress about everything but when your every waking thought revolves around your ovaries, it's kind of hard not to stress when they aren't cooperating.
Anyway, that's the update for now. I hope you all have a nice weekend. The weather here is GORGEOUS so I hope to spend some time outdoors. I'll keep you all updated.
So, I had blood drawn today to test my estrogen levels and an ultrasound to check my uterus and ovaries. My estrogen level on Monday was 44. Well today, after 2.5 days of injections, my estrogen has only gone up to 45! Eventually it is supposed to be in the 900-1000 range so I have a long way to go. The nurse did see about 20 small follicles on each ovary but that could be attributed to my poly cystic ovaries. My uterine lining hasn't increased either.
Blah! I guess I was just hoping for more of a change. Some kind of progress in the right direction. So their plan for me is continue taking the shots daily and go back in on Monday for more blood work and another ultrasound.
Today is the first day that I've actually felt a little "off". I'm pretty bloated and feel very much like a pin cushion. Joe and I have both been having trouble with the antibiotics we're on. Even though we take them with food, as directed, we still get very nauseous if we get too hungry between meals. I've been trying to eat lots of little snacks during the day and that seems to be helping. I've also been pretty tired. I really just want to lay around on the couch and watch TV.
I'm kind of curious to see how next week will go. I think I'll be going in for blood work and ultrasounds about every other day and I assume I'll be getting much more bloated. I need to break out the stretchy pants STAT! I'm trying not to stress about everything but when your every waking thought revolves around your ovaries, it's kind of hard not to stress when they aren't cooperating.
Anyway, that's the update for now. I hope you all have a nice weekend. The weather here is GORGEOUS so I hope to spend some time outdoors. I'll keep you all updated.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Totally Suppressed
I got the call from my IVF nurse this afternoon telling me that I am suppressed and ready for action!! This is such great news... another hurdle that we've gotten past.
So, our new plan is as follows:
3/3- continue Lupron injections at 10 units between 6-8am
3/4-3/6- Lupron injection at 5 units between 6-8am, ADD Follistim injection at 75iu between 6-8am AND 6-8pm. Joe and I also both start taking an antibiotic.
3/6- return to doctor for a check of my estrogen level
After the appointment on Friday, they will reevaluate my dosages and I'll get new instructions at that time. Its about to get crazy but I'm really excited that things are going well so far. I'll keep you all posted.
So, our new plan is as follows:
3/3- continue Lupron injections at 10 units between 6-8am
3/4-3/6- Lupron injection at 5 units between 6-8am, ADD Follistim injection at 75iu between 6-8am AND 6-8pm. Joe and I also both start taking an antibiotic.
3/6- return to doctor for a check of my estrogen level
After the appointment on Friday, they will reevaluate my dosages and I'll get new instructions at that time. Its about to get crazy but I'm really excited that things are going well so far. I'll keep you all posted.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Mmmmms and Ahhhhhs
I've had a pretty bomb ass weekend so far. I had a massage, bought a truck, had two breakfasts and a nice dinner out, and even had time for a little lazy time on the couch.
The weekend started out in glorious fashion on Friday afternoon. I decided to treat myself to a massage. I've had two in the past, I hardly ever treat myself to such extravagances, but this was my first in an actual spa. It was AH-MAZING! Seriously, so wonderful. The girl did a great job. I was so relaxed when it was over, I felt almost euphoric. Joe and I have agreed that I deserve one massage a month and I'm already looking forward to the next one. Since I'm such a massage novice, I just got the basic aromatherapy massage. I chose an orange scented oil that smelled so good. I think next time I may go for the hot stone massage.
Saturday Joe and I got up and went out for breakfast then off to the car dealership. The lease on Joe's truck was up but he loves it so much that he just wanted to buy it out. Well, the dumb ass sales guys, for some reason, said we couldn't buy the truck without putting money down. Something about loan to value. We knew we weren't putting any money down and made that clear to them. That sent the sales people into a tizzy trying to get us to buy a new vehicle, then trade both of our cars in and get TWO new vehicles... on and on. Finally, when we told them we didn't like the terrible deal they were proposing and were on our feet and headed towards the door, they decided they COULD sell us Joe's truck with no money down. Apparently, Nissan will guarantee the purchase of a lease vehicle no matter what the loan to value is. So, we ended up buying Joe's truck and walked out with the same payment we walked in with. Ultimately, things worked out just right. But, unfortunately, it took almost all day to get what we wanted. Dumb sales guys.
After the truck fiasco, we had plans to meet some friends for dinner for a 30th birthday celebration. We met at Carrabba's and had a really nice meal. I had the Mahi Wolfie with zucchini. Actually, for some reason, I'm the only one who liked my dinner... everyone else said their food wasn't cooked properly. Either way, I had a nice time. It was definitely interesting going out for dinner (especially at Carrabba's) and not having a glass of wine. I was really tempted to have a glass but, ultimately, decided it wasn't worth it. I have been very good about giving up caffeine and alcohol. I've even been ordering decaf coffee at breakfast! Anyway, dinner was great and the conversation was hilarious. We went back and forth over our love of PeeWee's Big Adventure and the Goonies. You know, typical raised in the 80's conversations. After dinner we called it a night, like old folks usually do, and headed home to watch That 70's Show re-runs and head off to bed early.
This morning we went to breakfast again. I think the reason for going out for breakfast two days in a row was a combination of laziness and no groceries in the house. Plus its always nice to leave the smell of fried bacon at the restaurant instead of in your house. After breakfast we went to my mom's for a few minutes to see Pierce and my dad, who broke his ankle at work. We teased him for a little while about getting a hot pink cast and having all of his friends sign it and then headed back home. The weather this morning was frightful. It was very windy and gloomy and rainy and put me in a sleepy mood so I layed on the couch for an hour or so and rested my eyes. I never actually made it to sleep but it was nice quiet time nonetheless. After my rest we had to gear up to head to The Wal-Mart. Luckily we only need a few things and got out of there pretty quickly.
I did, however, witness a funny of the day while at The Wal-Mart. When we were checking out there was a little girl in line with her mom who was pitching a fit over a lollipop. I mean home girl was flipping out. She was screaming, and stomping, and crying, and going on and on about the damn lollipop. I have to hand it to the mom, she pretty much ignored the whole temper tantrum and the little girl did not get the lollipop. But, after one particularly bone chilling scream, I looked at Joe and said, "can you believe we're paying thousands of dollars to get one of those". To which Joe replied with the lie all prospective parents have to tell themselves, "we're not getting one of those, ours won't be like that". LOL... yeah right.
Speaking of prospective children, I go in for a suppression check tomorrow morning. They'll check my uterine lining, my estrogen level, and my HCG (pregnancy hormone) level. I think the lining has to be under 5mm, the estrogen level has to be below 50, and the HCG level has to be under 5. If all those things happen, I will start taking the follicle stimulating hormones!!! That, to me, is the exciting part. That means we're getting closer to the action. I'll keep you all posted on the results. Have a good week!
The weekend started out in glorious fashion on Friday afternoon. I decided to treat myself to a massage. I've had two in the past, I hardly ever treat myself to such extravagances, but this was my first in an actual spa. It was AH-MAZING! Seriously, so wonderful. The girl did a great job. I was so relaxed when it was over, I felt almost euphoric. Joe and I have agreed that I deserve one massage a month and I'm already looking forward to the next one. Since I'm such a massage novice, I just got the basic aromatherapy massage. I chose an orange scented oil that smelled so good. I think next time I may go for the hot stone massage.
Saturday Joe and I got up and went out for breakfast then off to the car dealership. The lease on Joe's truck was up but he loves it so much that he just wanted to buy it out. Well, the dumb ass sales guys, for some reason, said we couldn't buy the truck without putting money down. Something about loan to value. We knew we weren't putting any money down and made that clear to them. That sent the sales people into a tizzy trying to get us to buy a new vehicle, then trade both of our cars in and get TWO new vehicles... on and on. Finally, when we told them we didn't like the terrible deal they were proposing and were on our feet and headed towards the door, they decided they COULD sell us Joe's truck with no money down. Apparently, Nissan will guarantee the purchase of a lease vehicle no matter what the loan to value is. So, we ended up buying Joe's truck and walked out with the same payment we walked in with. Ultimately, things worked out just right. But, unfortunately, it took almost all day to get what we wanted. Dumb sales guys.
After the truck fiasco, we had plans to meet some friends for dinner for a 30th birthday celebration. We met at Carrabba's and had a really nice meal. I had the Mahi Wolfie with zucchini. Actually, for some reason, I'm the only one who liked my dinner... everyone else said their food wasn't cooked properly. Either way, I had a nice time. It was definitely interesting going out for dinner (especially at Carrabba's) and not having a glass of wine. I was really tempted to have a glass but, ultimately, decided it wasn't worth it. I have been very good about giving up caffeine and alcohol. I've even been ordering decaf coffee at breakfast! Anyway, dinner was great and the conversation was hilarious. We went back and forth over our love of PeeWee's Big Adventure and the Goonies. You know, typical raised in the 80's conversations. After dinner we called it a night, like old folks usually do, and headed home to watch That 70's Show re-runs and head off to bed early.
This morning we went to breakfast again. I think the reason for going out for breakfast two days in a row was a combination of laziness and no groceries in the house. Plus its always nice to leave the smell of fried bacon at the restaurant instead of in your house. After breakfast we went to my mom's for a few minutes to see Pierce and my dad, who broke his ankle at work. We teased him for a little while about getting a hot pink cast and having all of his friends sign it and then headed back home. The weather this morning was frightful. It was very windy and gloomy and rainy and put me in a sleepy mood so I layed on the couch for an hour or so and rested my eyes. I never actually made it to sleep but it was nice quiet time nonetheless. After my rest we had to gear up to head to The Wal-Mart. Luckily we only need a few things and got out of there pretty quickly.
I did, however, witness a funny of the day while at The Wal-Mart. When we were checking out there was a little girl in line with her mom who was pitching a fit over a lollipop. I mean home girl was flipping out. She was screaming, and stomping, and crying, and going on and on about the damn lollipop. I have to hand it to the mom, she pretty much ignored the whole temper tantrum and the little girl did not get the lollipop. But, after one particularly bone chilling scream, I looked at Joe and said, "can you believe we're paying thousands of dollars to get one of those". To which Joe replied with the lie all prospective parents have to tell themselves, "we're not getting one of those, ours won't be like that". LOL... yeah right.
Speaking of prospective children, I go in for a suppression check tomorrow morning. They'll check my uterine lining, my estrogen level, and my HCG (pregnancy hormone) level. I think the lining has to be under 5mm, the estrogen level has to be below 50, and the HCG level has to be under 5. If all those things happen, I will start taking the follicle stimulating hormones!!! That, to me, is the exciting part. That means we're getting closer to the action. I'll keep you all posted on the results. Have a good week!
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