I'm back from my girls' getaway weekend. I had a great time hanging out with my girlfriends in St. Pete Beach. We stayed at the Don Cesar and it was great. The pool was amazing and the beach was gorgeous. It was a really nice break from reality. We did a lot of lounging by the pool, some drinking, and lots of laughing and talking. I didn't take any pictures with my camera so as soon as I get pictures emailed to me, I'll try to post some.
I think I need to take a break from blogging for a while. I'm going through a serious rough patch and I don't feel like I have the ability to be witty right now. I think I need some time away to work through some stuff. Through Elaina's advice I think I'm going to try some anonymous blogging/journaling. I need to have an outlet to say the things I no longer feel comfortable saying here. I also think I'm going to pursue some counseling. I think it's time. I am on the brink of alienating my family and friends and I'm scared. I don't want to lose my relationships but I don't know how to maintain them anymore. I'm not closing down the blog but, for now, I don't think I'll post as regularly as I have been. I guess only when inspiration strikes. It's been striking less and less lately. So, check back every now and then but keep in mind that the blog posts will be fewer.
Hopefully I'll be back to myself (whatever that is) someday.
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I think the "other" blog will be good... Whatever you decide or need, do it for you.. I have been where you are,for totally different reasons I am sure but I know it's scary to feel like that, but you need to worry about you before anyone else, sounds selfish yes, but everyone needs to be selfish sometimes.... If you need anything....
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