This has been a tough weekend. We were surprised with another pregnancy announcement. Of course it wasn't ours. I honestly don't know what to say anymore. I'm running out of words. So, I'm going to let someone else say it much more eloquently than I ever could. These are the lyrics to a song by the Dixie Chicks that really hit at the core of what I'm feeling.
So Hard
Back when we started we didn't know how hard it was
Living on nothing but what the wind would bring to us
Now we've got something I can imagine fighting for
So why is fighting all that we're good at anymore
And sometimes I don't have the energy to prove everybody wrong
And I try my best to be strong but you know it's so hard
It's so hard
It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
It's so hard when it doesn't come fast
It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
It's so hard
It felt like a given something a woman's born to do
A natural ambition to see a reflection of me and you
And I'd feel so guilty if that was a gift I couldn't give
And could you be happy if life wasn't how we pictured it
And sometimes I just want to wait it out to prove everybody wrong
And I need your help to move on cause you know it's so hard
It's so hard
It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
It's so hard when it doesn't come fast
It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
It's So hard
I live for the moment when all these clouds open up for me to see
And show me a vision of you and me swimming peacefully
Last night you told me that you can't remember how to feel free
It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
It's so hard when it doesn't come fast
It's so hard when it doesn't come easy, easy
It's so hard
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Im so sorry! I love you!
I wish I could wave a magic wand and make it all better-----I don't understand the thing that gets people stuff eventho they don't want it or expect it or even care if it happens to them and then it does----what is that all about----I still believe that it will happen for you and Joe--it may not be easy but I truly believe in my heart that it will... I wish that hugs and prayers would make it happen---because I sure can do a lot of that ---just remember that your family loves you and we support and care for you in whatever decions you and Joe make and we will do anything to help you through this....love Mom xxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
If a song can explain what you are going through, everyone should google the song:
"I'd die for that" by Kellie Coffey.
This is happening to too many good couples. I am so sorry.
Thank you Em, that song is amazing. Hopefully someday, right?
Tricia,
If I had a magic wand, you would have had your baby years ago. I can't take the pain, I can only tell you that I love you.
Whatever you and Joe decide to do...you have the full support of the family. I pray for your continued strength.
Love, Em
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